"Keep your mind on the task at hand." I can't count how many times I've bestowed this little nugget o' wisdom on the eldest boy. Funny how it is so easy to share advice, and not follow it! Monday morning, as Seth practiced violin and Micah was at school/therapy, I thought I'd slip out onto the unfinished porch and give Lucas a hand with his current project. As we cleared bits of wood, debris, and snippets of vinyl siding, I shifted into "auto mode" while thinking about everything other than what I should have been doing. That is, until I stepped on the edge of a board that was not screwed down. In true Tom -n- Jerry fashion, up the back of the board flew and popped me in the biscuits, knocking one leg through the studs. The other twisted strangely, my knee catching another stud with a wham! Aaaaaaooooooow! My knight in shining armor rushed over to see me dangling eight feet from the ground like a broken puppet. Making a bridge with a piece of OSB, he hauled me, myself, and my crumpled pride up to assess the damage.
By the time I made it to the couch, I looked and if I'd grown three extra knee caps! (EEEEEEEEEWWW!)
We dropped Seth off with grandma and rushed to the ER. What a strange blur of thoughts flew through my mind then! "What if it is broken...Now this house will never get done...How will I take care of the kids and Micah's needs...Suck it up, Micah has been through way more than this...Remember Souad, the girl who was lit on fire by extremist family members and survived... (a book I'd recently read).. Don't be wimpy!" I prayed for my leg and everyone under the sun I could think of that has been hurt recently... or might have been hurt... or could be hurt in the future!
It has been a few days now. With the urgency of the situation over, it is easy to see the blessings in it all. Lucas was off work and able to take care of me, both during and after. (Though he may be looking forward to heading back to work after his brief exposure to mommy life!) There are no broken bones, and I've been able to kick back, put my foot up, and recuperate with some computer/reading therapy. Plus, a long, uncomfortable trip with my leg on the dashboard of the car yesterday while we took Micah to his Shriner and Gillette visits, helped me gain more empathy for Micah's aches and pains, and a greater appreciation for Lucas and Seth who have lovingly picked up the slack. And that pesky, twisted knee? It kept me from crashing through those boards to what might have been something worse. God works in mysterious ways!